Japan x Reader- Talking To The Moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back

    (Name)'s been gone for a long time. She was so brave to serve for the military, what with being a woman and all. But Kiku missed her so much, that at times he just couldn't help but worry that something were to happen to her. Something that caused her to never come back.
    At night he kept a photo of her next to him. His sweet, sweet (Name). The girl who would sit with him for hours in silence and still tell him at the end of the day that she loved him. She was everything he needed, everything he could ever want in a woman. Kind, courteous, respectful, brave, elegant, and beautiful. Inside and out. There wasn't a bad bone in her body. She would risk her life to save just one person.
    Which was exactly what he was afraid of.

My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

    He would sometimes hear his neighbors whispering about how odd he was. But he just shook it off, because what they didn't know was that (Name) was his whole world. She knew him better than anyone else he knew. Heck, she even knew him better than he knew himself. And in return, Kiku knew and loved (Name) more than she could imagine.

At night when the stars
Light up my room
I sit by myself

    When nighttime rolls around, Kiku sits in the lonesome comfort of his room. He looks up at the night sky and sees all of these beautiful stars. But he doesn't care. He only pays attention to one thing at night. The only thing that matters to him is the moon.
    And he talks to it.

Talking to the moon
Tryin' to get to you

    He'll usually start with his respectful way of greeting her, "Kon'nichiwa, (Name). I miss you a lot," and go from there. He would talk to her about how his day went. If there was a world conference, he would tell her everything that happened.
    But mostly he would talk to her about how much he wished for her to come home. He told her how much he loved and missed her.
    "You're so brave for joining the military," he would usually say. "I know you're doing this for the well-being of this country and that's what I admire about you. But would you do me a big favor?" He would pause, then start again after a few seconds. "Come back safe. I hope to marry you as soon as you get back here. And then I could proudly point to you and say, 'That's my wife. She was one of the few women who fought for this country.' So please, come home when this is all over and done with."

In hopes you're on the other side
Talking to me, too.
Or am I a fool?

    The next morning greeted him with a few patient knocks on the door. After dragging himself out of bed, he groggily dragged his feet as he made his way to the front entrance. However, he had not expected to see who had stood in front of him at that very moment.
    At the door were two military-dressed men, grief shown across both of their faces.
    No. No, it can't be.

Who sits alone

    "Mr. Honda Kiku?" One of the two men said, making sure they had the right person. Once Kiku nodded in reply, the man continued, "I don't know how to say this, but..."
    No. This was actually happening.
    "(Name) is no longer with us."

Talking to the moon?